I was telling Chris about my recent most disturbing dream. Actually, the dream in and of itself wasn't that bad... it was my mood upon waking and that it's a dream about my ex's Eric and/or Laurie. Why? I consider them resolution dreams, but... what am I resolving? I let go of Laurie a long time ago, after years of mind games and game-playing with my emotions. And Eric... I got over feeling angry when I thought of him.
So why... why did I have this dream the other night? It's not near any important date or event... what do I need to resolve, Goddess? Could you not find a BETTER way to illustrate than giving me dreams where I keep experiencing the negative things about the relationships? Trust me... I'm over them!
Goddess, I swear, I have better self esteem! I might not be a top model, and as Elle Woods would say, "...she's not completely unfortunate looking." I think I have a good personality. I know I'm a lover who is giving, game, and good! I like to keep my partner happy and please them. I live to serve... oh wait, that's what my character in GemStone IV says.
Please... can these dreams stop now? I know they're rare, but... could they just stop altogether? Please? I'd like some dreams about the more generous and loving people in my life, thanks!
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