Probably not, but it sure feels like it. The roommate's in another one of her contemplating moving swings and assessing her life again, which always means that I have to take some of my energy and spend it wondering if I need to start looking for another place to live (hello craigslist) or find a new roommate.
Hey, I know it looks like my life might not seem ultra-busy and maybe it seems that I'm just playing around when I'm at my computer (okay, sometimes when I need to think something out or I'm procrastinating, I play a game... but at least I admit I'm procrastinating or mellowing!), but then, I don't need to exude drama or manicness to make people believe I'm being 100% constructive with my time. I also don't need to complain about everything wrong with and surrounding my life, or feel I need to announce every action I take as if seeking some kind of affirmation that I'm being constructive and creative with my life.
Just a short rant today because, a.) I'm happy living here for the most part, b.) I'm fine with my life and don't need to live up to anyone else's standards, except mine, and c.) I'm doing 90% of the housework (sweep floors 3X a week, do dishes 2X a day on average, clean bathroom 1X a week minimum, feed and water cats each day, deal with cat box at least 4X a week) and pet care here anyway, so it's almost like living alone and not having any aid with household duties. I wonder if she even realizes that the only time she's cleaned anything more than the dishes has been when her friends and family are coming over and not inbetween?
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